Attitude,
Wee Shan Le ,
I'll Cry You A River . Seal Your Lips,
Went Away,
Your Smile,
Thank You,
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Sunday, January 10, 2010 Tiring Day ,  I think I'll delete this asshole blog soon . Damn irritating lerhs, having a blog for nothing siol . Urgh. I feel like learning Ballet again :D Moodswings for this ass day . I just found out that I've been using the word ass for many times . Anyone wants to buy me a LV bag ? PRODUCT ID: M45713 Hehs, just kidding . School is boring . Its just the first week and its already super tiring . I hate school . Bye . ( In Love With Ballet <3 ) Thursday, January 7, 2010 Bitter , Hello ! I'm crazy about LV today . I'll update like shit some other day . Bye . And Sometimes I wonder why . Wednesday, January 6, 2010 Things Changes, Feeling Hasn't .   I'm back posting for myself . Great, I love it . Yes, I went back . The 12 floor's vandelise all don't have le . Fuck the person who painted it . Fuck Fuck Fuck la . Thanks Sayui for accompany me ! Then it rained after that, ))); And because of the rain, I'm having fever now ! Urgh... We went to KFC after that, almost all the popcorn chicken are in heart shapes .  Irritating . I think I'm irritating . I should stop looking at you in class . I should forget you completely . But it seems that I can't . I shall not care, I'll do whatever I want . Your message is PRO, I can't even get to sleep properly at night . Not your fault . I've Cried More Than A River . Tuesday, January 5, 2010 I Hate To Hear Your Sorry . There is 2 girls living inside me . One told me to forget you, another one told me to continue beliving . Who should I listen ? When I'm alone at night, I cry . When I'm with my friends at school, I laugh . Yes, I improved, I no longer cry in the toilet at school . I improved . But why don't I feel happy about it ? I went back to the 1e3's classroom today, memories flashed regardless good or bad . I walked up to your seat like how I used to . The feeling is the still the same, I sat down and lie on the table . Sayuri said that she almost cried if she stayed longer in the classroom . ); My mother said that I'm crazy . Fuck that . Yes, I received your message . Thank You . At least you still remember me . I cried . I cried . I cried . I do not understand why you sent me this message . I do not understand what are you trying to tell me either . Your message is so simple, and yet so difficult to understand . I'm very stupid . I always try to look at you, without letting you know . Maths lesson today, we are in a same " group " . Miss Ang gave me that shocked look, and squeezed my shoulder when she walked past me . Your sharp eyes scared me . I'll Cry You A River . Monday, January 4, 2010 Will You Keep Believing ? School is fine today and Zhiyi kept smacking me ! I love it ! Principal talked very loudly . I Hate it . Spot-Check tomorrow . And I've to clip up my irriating fringe and to unfold my skirt . I Hate it . I know when I look at you in class, you'll never know . I Hate it . I cried and cried for you . I Hate it . I Hate it . I Hate it . I Hate it when you do not know everything . I Hate it . I admit . I admit I can't stop thinking of you . I do not hate it, because I'm honest . I kept reminding myself that everything would be over, that I do not need you, do not miss you, do not love you . Yet every single part of me told me that those were just lies . Perfect lies of mine . I tell myself over and over again that I'll forget you . And this is also another lie . Because when I thought I can get over it, and when I saw you . Yes, I know cannnot get over it . You're still a part of me . And I know you do not know . I do not know whether should I cry or laugh . ( Sad Face ) I sing many many cheers to cheer myself up . I encourage myself . I force myself to smile . I force mysef to laugh . I try to sleep at night . That all didn't work . I do not like it when it did not work . I feel so lonely . I have my brothers & sisters, big big groups of loyal friends . But I'm still lonely . I can't get used to it . I miss you beside me . When I turn to my right, you weren't here . When I turn to my left, you weren't here . When I turn behind, you weren't here . When I turn back to the front, you weren't here, too . I really cannot get used to the days when you're not beside me . I miss you . & My Heart dropped when I saw it . Yes, I'm a fool . And I'm totally aware of it . I am a clever fool . We are hanging on to a breakable string, save yourself . Not me . Please . And I know I'll continue believing . Because loving you isn't a dream . My dream is... Sunday, January 3, 2010 Let Me Show You ,  Felt really bored just now and found a guides song book at my drawer :DD Randomly, I flipped to a page and saw the Manito song !!!! Then I went crazy about it and keep singing like some mad woman. XP I got sick of it after a few minutes when on looking at the whole book, theres really lots of songs in the book that I've never heard before ))))); Anyway, my phone rang . I hate it when my phone rings whenever I'm busy and never ever rings when I'm feeling effing bored !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Fuck you my phone ! I hate you to the maximum ! Anyway, I pick up the phone ( feeling pissed ) and heard one asshole's voice ! OMG OMG OMG ! Eeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee ! The moment I hear his voice, I feel like puking you know anot ?! Feeling more pissed, I kup the phone :DD Finally, I did something to let me feel proud of myself ~ JKJK ^^ My sister pointed me the TAPS, and I went crazy about TAPS ! I keep repeating the same song over and over again ! I'm so proud to be a Girl Guide ! :DDDDD Thanks and praise, For our days, 'Neath the sun, 'neath the stars, 'neath the sky, As we go, this we know, God is nigh ~ Friday, January 1, 2010 Yes / No .  Bored . Anyone wants to entertain me ? By the way, I really hate my hair now, so damn short ! ( to me ) ))))); Super weird + ugly . Damn it . I'm figuring how am I going to tie my hair nicely to school, should I continue clipping up my fringe ? Hmmmm... I'm feeling so sleepy nowwwwwwwwwww ~ And I always feel very awake in at night )); Irritating lerhs ! Want sleep cannot sleep, don't want sleep but need to sleep ! Hehz, I'm laughing at my super broken english :D Don't you think that my blogskin is super ugly ? I wanna change it !!! Or maybe I shall waste the whole day and make a super blogskin ? Errrrrrrrrr... I think I'm too lazy to make one, TOO LAZY ~ ! Sister & Mother said that maybe we're going out for shopping tomorrow ! Mother is gonna pay for all our shoppings ! I'll make sure I spent all her money ! Anyway, I'm wearing my sister's Unity P.E. t-shirt !!! :D LOL, I'm done with posting, byeeeeeeeeeeeeeee ~ |